January 2010
unconditional..
open your eyes,
love is often misunderstood you see..
searching for it, when its not there is a waste of time..
understand.
Love isnt just between a boy & girl..
Love is respect,
Love is faith,
Love is the sun shining down on your face…
i do not say this in a way of correction,
but as a new outlook on something grand.
Love is:
a mother rocking her son,
a friend knowing something is...
“A gentle word, a kind look, a good-natured smile can work wonders and accomplish...”
– -William Hazlitt
one sided mine.
i wish i could say it ended in a big fight…
that we were yelling and screaming, holding on byy a mere thread…
but in reality, it couldnt be any further from the truth.
your smile drove me crazy,
and at times still does.
actions speak louder than words…i can no longer deny such.
cant take back your words, or the reminders of you either.
yet,
i continue to hold my hearts...
same girl...
If you could read my mind You’d say…
“ baby you’re right And I don’t wanna fight anymore, You’re usually righter than I am & I’m not a very good fighter am i?… no, neither are you.”
-jack johnson
sundayys are lifechanging.
ohh earlyy morning i dont need you this soon..
myy ipod is blaring,
screaming for me to get up or so it seems.
but no need to fight it…
i happily get up and as i brush myy teeth,
i realize what an amazing sundayy it is.
every sunday is amazing and myy heart knows it.
im a part of something even greater than me and i smile knowing pastors words can and will change lives <3
so i put...
“dont point fingers and blame, remember its never too late to change..”
– heart like a lion
want & need are two complete-ly different things.
i sit here on myy bed,
myy hair is a complete black mess..
and i realize that in a matter of months my life as i know it will change.
growing up is no longer an option, the real world is knocking…
& the essential question is what do i want?
both frightening and exciting…
in order to answer that i must venture deep into a new territory…
i must look in myself, because...
girlss in the morningg.
no make-up and we still look great :)
music, chips & lotts of conver :D
girls will be girls..
planning our escape <3
you and the santa barbara pier
i open myy lil makeup-less eyes to a purple room..
suddenlyy your bracelet feels like the weight of the world.
its not on my wrist but look a little closer, see that it is…
i ran too fast or too slow it seems.
you took myy heart & when you gave it back it fell to pieces…
you let me down….this you know.
but myy extreme faith in you still outlasts it all.
broken promises are only for...